Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Going to sleep has been a real puzzling mystery for me lately- I've always had the weird hallucination period where I see strange things on the ceiling and light shows from behind my eyes being played out in front of me in multi-colored oil+water light shows from 1968 Fillmore West. But in the last few weeks/months its been a disjointed out-of-body experience where I toss and turn and sweat and go through a whole myriad of 'who am I what am I why am I' and my entire emotional self is flashing round and round for the six minutes or so before sleep. I used to enjoy it but now its getting old and I just want infant-like pure sleep with no worries or dreams or nagging dread regrets.
Posted by the le duo at 9:06 PM