Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Going to sleep has been a real puzzling mystery for me lately- I've always had the weird hallucination period where I see strange things on the ceiling and light shows from behind my eyes being played out in front of me in multi-colored oil+water light shows from 1968 Fillmore West. But in the last few weeks/months its been a disjointed out-of-body experience where I toss and turn and sweat and go through a whole myriad of 'who am I what am I why am I' and my entire emotional self is flashing round and round for the six minutes or so before sleep. I used to enjoy it but now its getting old and I just want infant-like pure sleep with no worries or dreams or nagging dread regrets.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

you should try melatonin.
ben

Anonymous said...

you should try the todd train pile-driver, its guaranteed to knock you out satisfied.
-todd

Anonymous said...

at least you fall asleep....
-greg

Tmoore said...

sleep when you're dead. JB, you should try meditation; seriously. i'm gonna get down on that one soon, i'm no "just plain yogurt" but all that stuff that is rising up when you're letting go of consciousness is all the crap you're repressing throughout the day; if you meditated on it for a half hour before bed than you'd get it all out and could probably get to sleep easier; just a thought.

Anonymous said...

stop doing so much cocaine and that should help.

Anonymous said...

Hugs usually work. one or two a night, right before bed. I'm sure Kyle would help out...
-srb

the le duo said...

Kyle musky-man stink would keep me up.